The past week in Bangkok has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. I didn’t plan on dating on this trip, but I somehow happened upon a lady friend. We hung out and stayed with each other for a better part of last week. I knew it would not last very long, I told myself not to catch feelings. We were both traveling and she was flying home on the weekend. Her quirky easy going attitude tripped me up and I fell for her. I am not sure if she feels the same way. We promised to meet up again in Singapore.
The moment she left for the airport is when the emotion of loneliness returned. I would see her again in a week, but at the moment that seemed like eternity. When moments with her were euphoric, without her I was in the dumps. Thinking about it with a clear and logical mind now, I was pretty delusional. Puppy love is a strange thing and that was probably all it was. We will have to see when I arrive in Singapore.
My flight leaves for Singapore in two days. As the final day in Thailand draws near. I am excited to get a chance to explore another new city but a little depressed I have to leave the easy going lifestyle I’ve created in Thailand. This trip has definitely been a bittersweet experience!